Monday, July 21, 2008

Just bleed already!

I'm so fucking frustrated today! Eva's brother and sister are in town visiting and today they went to Tacoma to go to the water park there. They've been gone over 12 hours. I feel like Eva and I haven't had much time to ourselves all month and I'm so over it now. I miss her and she's not here. I just heard from her and she's still a couple hours away.

Lately, I've been wishing she were older. I feel like I'm more settled than she is. I dunno. Something doesn't feel right. I'm ultra-sensitive right now. I feel like crying. I'm so lonely for her!

We just got settled in to our new place. I really like it here. It's really nice, but it's expensive and I think I'm going to have to get a job soon. This sucks ass.

I'm so all over the place. I can't concentrate so I'm going to end this here.

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